TammyM

I am sad to say...

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TammyM
on 03-14-2010 at 11:49 PM (284 Views)
I am sad to say that I am feeling pretty low... I just had major surgery and mt tummy has NEVER been this big since my 16yr old son was born. I feel soooo fat!!!! I am back on plan and did good sticking to it 80% so far this week. I am feeling like I let myself down. I lost 40 lbs in the first 4 months on sureslim last year but have gained 30 of it back! I must admit it is affecting every part of my life...in a negative way. So i am going to start tomorrow and stick to plan 100% and go from there, I gave away all my clothes that got to small and know i am left at this point with jeans that won't button so yoga pants it is for everyday...i refuse to go and buy new jeans. I have at least 14 pairs that are 10lbs to small...I need to lose this weight and get to goal!!! I need to prove to myself that i can do and that I am worth it!!!!!

I can remember how I felt last easter...I have a family picture of me white capris and cute top!! The funny thing is I still wasn't happy with that weight what I wouldn't give to be there again...I can do this lose this 30 then 20 more to get me to goal!!! I have all the support of family and friends and I just need to decide that this is what I want period!!!!!!
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  1. kbe15 - 03-15-2010 11:22 AM
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    You are right, Tammy, you are worth it! You did it once so you can do it again and stick to the plan. Have you found out what makes you overeat? Maybe you can work on that and make it easier for you to keep on track.
  2. Willow - 03-15-2010 08:39 PM
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    You can do this Tammy.........stick to the plan and little by little you will lose the extra weight and you will fit into those skinny jeans in not time flat. Put a note on EVERY mirror in your house that reads ``I love myself, I am at my perfect weight, I am worth it!!!!!!!!!``

    I still have 50 lbs to lose so we can follow each others progress as we work toward our goals. Keep posting.....Willow
  3. lacednotes - 03-15-2010 09:30 PM
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    Tammy, I totally get it. Our story is the same, word by word (except for the surgery! I hope you are healing okay) Try not to think about the big goal and give yourself a mini goal. Once you meet that do another. Don't set a series of goals at one time. I learned if you fail one, you fail the rest or have to continually re-adjust them which defeats the purpose.

    Hang in there and keep trying.
  4. scotiagirl1964 - 03-17-2010 11:00 PM
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    i totally agree, i have lost 30lbs twice in the last year and gained it all back and more..My BMI says i am extreme obese, why did i let my troubles make me eat?